You tell yourself you’ve had enough. That this is going to be easy. What you don’t tell yourself, is how hard it’s really going to be. Sure you add up all of the reasons to why you’re making the decision, the pros and cons. You don’t count on your heart betraying you. To be so lost, so… desperate… and you don’t even know what for. My heart is aching. I didn’t think it would hurt like this. Distance and peace won’t come for months. Until then… you just have to fight on. There was a reason, remember? No matter how pointless they seem with your heart screaming at you… there were reasons. Be firm, it gets better right?